This makes me wish I still drank. Not in a 'your situation is weighing on me' way. In a 'Wow I sure do know some of that' way.
So first, are you in any way able to avoid contact with him? you don't need to be dragged back into a mafia. I know that it's probably hard to believe but I'm the daughter of a crime boss, too. Was raised to be the heir of that side of things because my older sister was a blabbermouth or something like that. From personal experience I can say that nothing good will come out of you being in a mafia.
Next, if he wants you, that means you're valuable to him. You may be able to use that against him.
I wouldn't be so sure that he doesn't know about Baku and Zuzu if he was following you. You might be able to narrow down when he was last following you based on what pokemon he thinks you have. If you've used your darts in public, consider those known about. Even if he doesn't know it's your power, I'd bet he would be aware you have darts on you.
Also? Don't panic. You may or may not be freaked out right now, but something I suggest? Take deep breaths and pace a bit. That... Well that always helped me clear my head, and I was in a situation where one wrong move would get me burned alive in front of all my peers, so I'd say it's pretty good as far as advice goes. Sometimes stuff just gets... I dunno. Weird? You're not scared or anything, but your body is acting like you're scared, so you end up having to trick it into remembering you'll be fine, or at least that you're not in immediate danger.
I'd suggest you keep lying, but be smart about it. Don't give him any information he doesn't need. Don't say anything that contradicts things you've said before. And think about things that would be obvious lies. If he taught you how to write, and your handwriting still shows signs of what he taught you? Don't lie and say your dad taught you. Stuff like that. Choose things that can't be proven, but are just enough to cause questions.
If you have any lies you want me to back up, just let me know. The only reason I've been avoiding lying since I got here is because it's just easier, but I have no problems with lying to back you up.
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branchandroot
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Date: 2019-07-22 05:51 am (UTC)So first, are you in any way able to avoid contact with him? you don't need to be dragged back into a mafia. I know that it's probably hard to believe but I'm the daughter of a crime boss, too. Was raised to be the heir of that side of things because my older sister was a blabbermouth or something like that. From personal experience I can say that nothing good will come out of you being in a mafia.
Next, if he wants you, that means you're valuable to him. You may be able to use that against him.
I wouldn't be so sure that he doesn't know about Baku and Zuzu if he was following you. You might be able to narrow down when he was last following you based on what pokemon he thinks you have. If you've used your darts in public, consider those known about. Even if he doesn't know it's your power, I'd bet he would be aware you have darts on you.
Also? Don't panic. You may or may not be freaked out right now, but something I suggest? Take deep breaths and pace a bit. That... Well that always helped me clear my head, and I was in a situation where one wrong move would get me burned alive in front of all my peers, so I'd say it's pretty good as far as advice goes. Sometimes stuff just gets... I dunno. Weird? You're not scared or anything, but your body is acting like you're scared, so you end up having to trick it into remembering you'll be fine, or at least that you're not in immediate danger.
I'd suggest you keep lying, but be smart about it. Don't give him any information he doesn't need. Don't say anything that contradicts things you've said before. And think about things that would be obvious lies. If he taught you how to write, and your handwriting still shows signs of what he taught you? Don't lie and say your dad taught you. Stuff like that. Choose things that can't be proven, but are just enough to cause questions.
If you have any lies you want me to back up, just let me know. The only reason I've been avoiding lying since I got here is because it's just easier, but I have no problems with lying to back you up.